High School?¿

Many people ask me how’s my experience has been being pregnant In high school. My answer is “way better then I had expected”.

I really don’t think people realize that I can tell when the shift of their eye balls go from my face and stop at my belly bump, or the frantic whispering I get behind me from lower classmates when I walk in the halls. Yes for crying out loud I notice it all!

But I can say that I’m so grateful for all the people who supported me since day 1 and is always willing to listen to a new adventure I encountered. (Shoutout to you Peyton 💛) but I can safely say that the beginning of my pregnancy wasn’t as easy as it is now. And for most they don’t even know that I’m pregnant?¿ how, I have no idea cause I’m definitely showing🤰🏽.

I remember when I personally found out I was expecting and I told no one but my fiancé, 2 weeks later at school I was slowly telling my close friends and than some how half the school knew before I felt like I truly did.

Did you know Carmelita is pregnant????

I felt like everyone was talking about me and to be real only two people in the entire school, actually came up to me and asked. Obviously they didn’t want to believe what may have been rumors. News flash they aren’t 😂!

After a while my name seemed to stop floating around and the stares seemed to die just a little till my 20th week when I posted my baby gender reveal. (If you haven’t seen it before than stop reading and go watch it now!!) my dms on almost every social media started to pile up to what seemed like “fan mail” which is what it basically was.

I had so many people congratulating me on the expecting of my fiancé and I baby girl! I felt super loved and started to get more and more confident. I may have just been one of the lucky ones to have a good high school experience where people are excited for my growing family and I.

So I want to take the time out of my day to say thank you to each and every one of you for supporting me in my pregnancy. Whether you just like my pictures on Instagram, retweet my tweets on twitter or simply just read my blogs. I am a teen mom and I’m so excited to start my journey as one.

Thinking about senior year I never thought I would have been in the situation that I am. I never thought that people would actually be supportive and nice, I was so extremely nervous when people started to find out because I was probably the “last” one anyone would of thought to get pregnant.

My child is not a mistake, she might as well be the best “oops” ever! So as my pregnancy journey comes to an end and we all get ready to start our new journeys just remember that you all have given me the confidence in being a better mom to my child than you can ever imagine. So if you see me in the halls or any other soon to be mom, a smile can make them feel more comfortable in school. Because not only are we changing in so many ways we are changing in front of thousands of people who we have no idea who half of them are.

And if you happen to be a soon to be mama or know someone who is remember that the people around you makes a difference. So share a smile to everyone because you have no idea what is happening behind closed doors. Kindness is key💛

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My person

If you don’t know where that phrase is from…well you haven’t enlightened your mental state with the most dramatic series of life. Greys anatomy! So for my next topic don’t be afraid to get into the action and see what all the frantic is about.

If you follow me on any social media he’s the really handsome blonde hair, blue eye guy that I’m heels down in love with! He’s my person, the one I hold hostage just to tell my “dad jokes” too. Ironic right I’m the mom telling the “dad” jokes.

what did the janitor say when he jumped out of the closet???? Supplies

These jokes get me every time, I will seriously spend my day laughing @dadtellsjokes on Twitter. Anyways my person isn’t like anyone I have ever met. Have you (yes you the one reading) ever felt so completely comfortable around another human being that it feels as if it’s weird? No? I guess I’m the only one.

Being around him just makes me feel empowered as if I could lift the world 🌍 on my own two shoulders and not feel the weight. Powerful! To have someone who loves me so unconditionally it makes my heart skip a beat! (Well obviously that’s figurative language because if it actually happened I would not be alive).

Everyday is a new day in the life of my pregnancy, and for him he’s honored to have the “Dad” role. (Trust me I would be too, our daughter is gonna be super cute!) The best part of having him by my side is not only is he the love of my life but he’s my best friend. Sounds clique but trust me when I say we are together through it all I mean it.

Who would of thought that meeting at O’Reillys would soon change our lives to being engaged and having a baby! 💍 um no ma’am not I! I remember the day we met clear as day, oh and let me tell you this was the day I decided to look like road kill and have my hair look like it was eaten by a pack of wolfs. Well maybe not that bad but it’s what I thought.

Walking into O’Reillys I had one thing on my mind, Fix my truck!!!!! Little did we know God had took over Cupid’s job for the day and I guess a mechanics as well, because he for sure knew what he was doing. God knows ur destiny, and let’s say it was a match made in heaven 💛.

All of a sudden my trucks problems seemed to disappear but for some really handsome reason I wanted to rip out all the wires in my truck just to spend a little more time with him. But what no one knows is when I left O’Reillys that same day I said out loud in my “now” fixed truck,

“I will never have a chance with him”.

Can you imagine that?! Almost two years later and he’s the one I tell my “dad” jokes too. But throughout my pregnancy he’s always been right there by my side. Expressing how beautiful I am and amazing my “mom” bod looks!

I’m starting my family with my best friend, so let’s cheers to all the future late night laughters we have with our baby girl and The Who can sleep the longest contest she will have with her daddy! Let’s make a round of applause 👏 for the dads who go above and beyond whether they are teens or not! The dad role is a very important role in a girls life.

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